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16.10.!!

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Hey!! How are you? I realize I did my first blog year ago. I can't belive that!? It feels like it was yesterday... Well year go pretty fast so let's celebrate!! My favorite things was Stray Kids concert of cource Amsterdam and vacations with my siblings!! My friends are best thing in my life everyone. I met this year so many people like STAYS. I've grown and my confident is higher than before.  And my first favorite thing STAY! Like I love them they makes me so happy. I can't stop thinking about how sweet and fun every stays I had met this year.  I love you so much if you read my blogs!!  I wrote less than I wanted but I focus my tiktok (@cxtestar_) more than anything right now and my dreams. Well, I'm closer to my own business than ever. I plans everyday something. But of course I want do hundred prosent if I start do something. So now it's my tiktok. I post videos everyday and I want do it better. Like some videos that are interest or fun. I love my videos but...
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Helsinki 1

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Heyy, how are you? ♡  I was on Helsinki 29.-31.5. (Literally long time ago, I didn't just had motivation) It was so fun!! We went museum where I took pics of my baby Jiniret ♡  So cute ♡  Then I took some pics of myself and bought bobatea! I love bobatea so much, I can't stop spoke about that  It's so gooood   super cute ♡  My bobatea was peach! My fav!  I went some Garden! It was beautiful.  But best thing was we went some Korean event. There was so many Stays (people who fan Stray kids) and they all was so sweet and fun. I got new friends too! Like why everyone who's my siblings friends are like so fun and easy be with them! Ughhh I'm wanted post this like ten times but my pics are in wrong way if I wrote on phone so I need always fix it with laptop but I don't have it everywhere with me And I have cherry black hair rn!! But that was IV blog! Your smile is my shine ♡ 
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Work out

 AAAAAAAAA I want to get abssss. I need workout more. I hope I have more motivation but umh no I'm not enought disciplineddd. That's my problem again... I want but I don't just do. But before I'm 18th (Feb 2027) I'll have abs. Yeah but yey finally is my summer vacation. Not gonna lie my whole year feeled like vacation but now it's really. I'm gonna do more and more videos, blogs, photos than before! My Instagram and tiktok is cxtestar_ if you're interest! I'm probably most active on tiktok so yeah.  Sorry for not have pic today. I don't know what to put here But that was IV blog! Hope you like it and enjoy your every day.
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My thought

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 Heyy,, How are you? ♡ I enjoy my life so much like what do you mean someone live like that. I want to live like that and I mean to do whatever I want and when I want. But I'm so shy. Like what do you mean I want to do tiktok videos where I speak english but I just don't do because I'm not perfect spells words. Like if I just start and then I learn when I do more. But I'm so scared...What if and what if. If I don't start now when I start? Thats most scarest think to think. Like I'm scared but still I don't know why. Maybe I'm because I'm scared what my closest persons think but I know all of them suppports me so bad every time. But maybe I just do. I don't have microphone it's gonna sound shit. And I want to post singing videos too but ugh it's the same problem I don't know how say every words. Maybe I need try speak more like every week. I'm more confident than ever so I think soon is the time I post. I just need try harder. But ...
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Goodddddd

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Heyy!! How are you?  I wrote song one night and I want try sing it but I don't know how say every words and some lines are harddd I always say it wrong or too slow.  Like ughhhhh it's hard!!  But I like the song it's something what I love but I never say it.  The way it's go. Umh I don't know how say it... The song name is Yet Yeah maybe stupid but sounded perfect at night time Yet by IV hell yeahh Okay that's stupid but good Maybe you hear it someday or maybe not Hihi Let's see But that was IV blog!! Hope you like ♡ You're cutee ♡
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How I feel

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Heyy!! How are you?? My sister took that pic. That's our cat! She's Kola Can you say Hey for her.  My weeks was like so stressful but at the same time most relaxed. I have right now just show what I learned and do I pass my class. I don't know how tell it to english like it's so hardd. So I was just do it and hang at home. I mean...  shopping...  tooks pics a Skzoos...  tooks pics And make tiktok videos (cxtestar_) I thinking about what if I dye my hair... I never did that before and I don't know do my parents get angry to me....  Oops But I thought like black cherry hair! Wait I show pic what I found from tiktok do you think it's suit for me?  My friends said hell yeahh And I love this color Please tell me yes or no But this was IV blog. I hope you liked it!  Remember love yourself and do what you want. Be kind
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MY MYDAY VIDEO!!!

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 Heyyy!!! How are you? I post my video rn ♡ I'm exciting!!! I hope you'll like it and watch it. So the video is posted nowwwww YEYYY Finally it's done ♡ Here linkkkk                                                                    First my day video So this was IV blog. I hope you liked it and go watch my video now!! Remember enjoy your life. ♡
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